I've been so stressed here lately. I don't feel appreciated by one of my sisters. I am doing everything in power that I can for our family. Yet, I am the 'self righteous' one. I can't seem to understand why or even how she feels this way. I've asked her so many times why she feels like this, but I never get an answer. No matter how many times she blows up, nothing ever happens to her. There is hardly ever a punishment, and even if there is, she gets out of it by apologizing. How many empty aplogies can there be? Sometimes I can't help but think how much easier it would be if I had never moved back in. Maybe I just should have stayed at Grandma's house. This is pretty much how I am feeling now, and I can't figure out how in the world God is planning on using this. I feel like I just need a break from everything. I'd love to take a vacation with myself. :)
My mom has decided to stay here instead of going to Kentucky. I really hope that it works out. I think that my Dad was really looking forward to it though, even if he wouldn't admit it. He's pretty quiet like that. I need to decide on a school to go to. I thought it would be an easy decision, but as it turns out, they are all really good schools.
I feel a little bit better now that I at least have all of this written down. There is still so much going on in my head, but it's not all so drab like this.
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